Lee

Fri, 27 Jul 2001 07:20:20 GMT

Well, my brother and my dad had another bad arguement today... He's staying down at his friends' house for the night... He said he wasn't coming home tonight... He's been home twice tonight after the fight, but only I know about it. It wasn't hat long ago, NEwayZ... ARGH! I hate i when my brother yells and gets upset... It hurts. Seiously. Really. Gawd, I have no idea why I'm writing this in here... I don't like to tell ppl these things... I don't.

NEwayZ, i got to talk to Kayla a day or two ago. That made me almost happy for once. And I kinda slept in today, and, waht do you know, when i get up and go into the kitchen: There's my 'pen-pal's' letter for me on the table... I got a piccy of him, too! ^^ Kawaii!!!XD And Brandon's birthday is next wednesday... I'm gonna go over to his house and stay from bout 7 till midnight or so.

CR helped me alot w/ a story of mine today... I'm still having a few probs w/ opening it, though... And I help my friend RB w/ the concept and plot of a Gundam ficcy he's doing... I helped him a lot. ^^ i was fun...

Wat else? bubby failed his drivers test for the second time. He's got a job at McDonalds.. (why??!?!) and i tink Stef's disappointed in me/mad at me or something for my not rping lately... I duno why, i just don't feel up to it, really... But that's mostly what we did and that's how we met... Before all this good-buddy sh!t started... [insert sigh]

Hmm, dunno wat else to type here about... I don't feel like posting on MBz that much tonight... Aw, poor Rena... I read her post... Poor thing. Hmm...

Ya know, it is really sad that I've lived in this town my whole life and i don't have one person whose shoulder i can cry... Kayla don't live here anymore... I can't do that to Brandon, he's way to carefree; Kendal and i haven't been good friend all that long... Magz, Sarah, and Britt... I just can't w/ them, either. I don't have a single person.

MALL TRIP and other thingz

Thu, 19 Jul 2001 22:48:14 GMT

Aight, I went to the mall yesterday in the city. I just have to rant about the stuff i wanted but couldn't get coz of lack of money. Sure, I could've told some of my friends... But I didn't wanna bore then as much as I did Raidra when I told him... (I know I bored you, don't deny it... Though I prob gave ya some nice daydreams, ne?)

Well, I only got some food, candy, two drinks, an 'Animerica' zine, and the first dubbed four eps of 'Burn Up W.' Argh, that anime... Dunno if I wanna buy anymore. really meant for ppl who get hard-on's by looking at women... Not me at all...ick **shivers** maybe i'll sell it or give it to Brandon for his birthday on the firrst of August.

Stuff I wanted: these 'naughty fairy' type shirt thingys; this short black dress (i hate dress's... i really do...) with a lil silver playboy bunny; playboy bunny tank; limp Bizkit shirts; Blink 182 shirts; other various 'band' t-shirts; this shirt of a boy spanking a monkey; and the list goes on and on...

In other news, I've been getting up early everyday this week to get the mail. Why? Coz I'm expecting a letter from my 'pen-pal.' IT STILL HASN'T COME! i'm really p.o.ed it had beta come tomorrow...

Kayla hasn't been able to talk on the phone in God knows how long... I'm really mad about that. Everytime i call her she can't talk on the phone. My mom said once that i'd probably never seen her again... I didn't believe that then, but now i dunno if i should or not.

My brother was really mad the other day. Put a hole in the wall... He was accussed of stealing and messing up one of his best friend's cars... But he spent most of the day over at his other friend's house. This friend denyed that my bubby was over at his house... I never wanna talk to that guy again. I was beginning to think he was an okay guy, too. Hmph! I'll kick that guys @$$ if he ever does something like that again to anyone i know...

Today I posted my pics on the ToR MB... I just know everyone had me pictured differently... And only one person has commented on how I look. Eh, i think i look ugly and i think everyone there agrees. but, on the other hand, we've got kawaii ppl on that board--guyz and girls alike. i wish our dc was fixed so i could get them a more up-to-date pic of me...

Ken-Onii-kun was just on... Then off... I wonder if i should show him my piccy. Hmm... Why is it everyone pictures me differently than i really am? do i act some way that doesn't fit me? Bah, enough of this soul-searching crap, it's corny and not me at all.

enough rambling, mom's gotta use the phone (why'd bubby have to go to sleep and take his phone to his room w/ him???)... ttyl

A.I. sucks @$$

Mon, 09 Jul 2001 03:10:07 GMT

Aight, here's the deal: Kimi and I go see 'Scary Movie 2.' Dorkson (as I call him) is there. I throw a Jordan Almond at him, saying his 'name.' He comes and sits on my other side. (^_^... Yes, he is hott) He says he couldn't find Chelsea S. (his g/f... queen of b/j's is her *rumored* title) He ends up sitting with us for the movie... Damn, wish I coulda had a make-out session... Why? Coz I can beat Chelsea into the ground, no prob. Then, since Kimi told her mom we were going to see it, and since we both didn't want to go home, we went in to see the end of A.I... SUCKED! CORNY! ARGH! Nasty sh!t! Stupid... And I thought Stephen Spielburg (sp?) was a god... HA! (j/k!)

Argh, last night bubby scared me soo much... And I don't have a single friend that I an use their shoulder to cry on... But that's okay... I don't cry.

And Stefan. I havn't talked to him in a few days... Argh, and he just got on, then off again.. DAMMIT! He said ppl were bothering him... Fuck, Im quiting this now. My life is a little too pathetic for my own liking.

*Me~!

Sun, 08 Jul 2001 23:34:11 GMT

Well,I'm waiting to go to the movies w/ my friend Kimi... Very bored... Ignoring calling my cuz bac... Being P.O.ed at my mother... How was I supposed to know that Anadarko was long distance? Damn, Kendal! Man, I miss Stefan... NO ONE TELL HIM! What am I going to see at the movies? Um, probably Scary Movie 2... Coz I hate that Osmendt kid or watever in A.I. Argh, hate him. NEwayZ, g2g ttyl!

*Me~!

STUPID THING!

Wed, 04 Jul 2001 07:27:53 GMT

Argh, LJ isn't showin my last (second) entry...! It's 'bout 2:15 A.M. on July 4th... And my cuz is whisperin' on the other end coz she doesn't want her parent's to wake up. I'm craving a make-out session, and I might do one at my cuz's pool party tomorrow. Man, i kinda wanna go-out w/ Kendal, but I dunno... There's so many complications with that right now. I'll hav to call him bug him tomorrow b4 I go to the party.

Argh, my keyboard is being stingy and not typing the letters I hit.... Man!!!!!! Argh, now my day... Not to mention I didn't go to sleep last night till 6 A.M... And i didn't get to talk to Stef'n. Man, I'm having doubts 'bout going to the pool party tomorow... Why? Coz I'mmade plans for Stef to call me tomorrow afternoon... And the party starts at one... But I promised Laur I'd go, ya know? DAMMIT!!!

Not to mention I want a mic so I can record my voice... And so I can make free long-distance calls over the internet... And I want a scanner... And I want our DC fixed... Argh!!!!!

*Lee~!

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Tue, 03 Jul 2001 05:28:54 GMT

Aight, I seriouslydon't 'membe how ling it's been sinceI did my last (only) entry, bu oh well. I'm tired, bored, and I'm craving a make-out session... Argh...! Man, I don't have Jeff's number... Hmm, wonder if Kendal would want to go to the movie with me... Argh, dammit!

Stef and I are right now going at one last chance at not being bored... Not working, 'course. How are we doing this? A silly game on AIM... He 'says' a word... I type the first thing that comes to mind... Man, am I eva desperate.

MC's back at ToR. Man, someone made it seem like he'd be gone for a while... On another nte Spark's voice is yummy... lol

O! Stef wrote me a letter with his pic included! Yay! I'll have to be sure to get the mail all of next week... Heh, I think my parent's have both forgotten about my so-called 'pen-pal' from school... Heh, yeah, sure he is. Argh, they'd kill me if they knew... Man, ad I hope they don't find out that it was me who made that call... Crapity.

Hmm, rambling, and talking about nothing as I play that 'game' w/ Stef. Bubby takes his drives test tomorrow. I want to go swimming againg. I want sugar. I want caffeine... I want a make-out session... Damn it all! ^_^ Love ya!

*Lee~

Gee, aren't I just the lil trend-setter...

Sun, 24 Jun 2001 06:07:23 GMT

LOOK AT ME! I STARTED A JOURNAL! Okay, so I only did this coz I know a buncha ppl who have one; my life isn't busy enough already; and I'm bored as hell (as usual.)

Argh, I'm majorly P.O.ed at someone right now... But realy just bored coz he's not on-line to bug. Nope, not talking about you, Danny... (if you're even reading this... Though, I don't know if I'm still pissed at you or not... Hmm) Ma, he said he'd be on Saturday... Well, it's now close to a hour past Sunday and no Stef'n...! I'm gonna gripe at him for this... He's gonna get it.

Argh, had to go to a family reunion today... 'Daddy Dearest' was abl to get out of it: work. I guess that's good and bad in some ways. I had to endure my bubby's and his friend Brody's singing the whole there... And my mom in my shorts... I'm mad at Holly co she promised she'd come and, well, come time, NO HOLLY! Plus, my 'aunt' Sue has become a real bitch (in the bad way) over the past few years... No wonder Ellis is living w/ his dad and JR got out of the house asap...

But, it was at the lake... Got to work on my tan... Though not very much coz all the good spots were taken and I was w/ all kids younger than me thatwere slightly buggin' hicks. Then, later, after got home (Thank you God), I got 2 go out to my 'uncle' Jerry's house and swim... I was all by myself minus my mom... And bees were hoggin' the pool... Had to splash the place in the water before I jumped there...

Um, nothing else, really... Cya!

*Lee~